i seriously suck at talking to girls.

Exam's over.

Now i dunno what to do. -.-''

and i am very worried for the future of my country.

Exam fatigue.

5 papers in 5 days is no joking matter.

I got so tired on day 5 that i can hardly thinking during the exam.

I mean like 100% mental block. GG!

I think screw up all my papers.

Yes i mean everyone of them.

But i am glad its all over.

3 mths break, here i come!

I looked around me while traveling in the morning peak hour train in the morning,

office personnels dressed in their office attire,

slumping in the small mrt seat with their brief case on their laps.

Some were playing with their phone, others have their eyes closed, desperately trying to catch that 10 more minutes of nap before a whole day of never ending work starts.

Makes me wonder if i am going to be like one of them in the near future.

Waking up at like 7 am in the morning,

rush through my breakfast and shower,

grab my brief case,

rush to the mrt,

sleep in the mrt,

sleep while standing in the mrt,

sleep and snore while standing in the mrt,

sleep snore and drool while standing in the mrt.

Oh! here's my station.

Alight, rush to the office.

phew! 7:59:59am!

Just made it!

Boot the office comp.

Open mircrosoft outlook.

Damn! 100 New Emails.

Read emails.

Reply emails.

x100 times.

do some work,

do more work,

do lots of work.

How come only 9am?!

Seconds past like hours, and finally... finally.. its lunch! ... lunch only..

Eat the same old thing at the same old foodcourt with the same old people.

Start work after lunch.

Check email again.

100x new email.

first email : from Boss: come see me in my office.

whoops.

what happen.

did i screw up.

went to boss office.

yes i screw up again.

now he's screwing me.

screw screw screw screw.. screw x100.

I just stand there "lalalalalalala~" (in my mind of course)

finish screwing.

back to my desk.

why got one whole stack of files on my desk that reads "urgent, by today"

nah beh, it's 1 weeks work of work to be completed in half a day.

OMGWTFBBQ!

kpkb kpkb

curse swear curse swear!

do do do do do..

5pm?! I wanna go home de leh!

do do do do do..

5:50 pm liao haven finish!

eh.. heck la.

spend the last 10mins pack my stuff.. lalalalalala~

wait for time to past.

5:59:57.. 5:59:58.. 5:59:59.. oh oh oh.. 6:00:00!

first one to chiong out of office.

to the mrt.

come on i wanna find a seat!

go in mrt.. knn no seat..zzz..

stand.

sleep in the mrt,

sleep while standing in the mrt,

sleep and snore while standing in the mrt,

sleep snore and drool while standing in the mrt.

oh!! my station.

alight.

get dinner

go home

eat dinner

watch tv, play comp,

ignore colleagues sms on why the freaking work isnt done.

ignore colleagues phone call.

ignore colleagues email.

ignore colleagues facebook wall post on "why isnt the work done."

oh 12 am.

sleep. and ready to repeat this damn day 5 x a week, for 52 weeks a year and for god know how many years.

Dear Edwin, Congratulations! You just got pawned by an applied math major in a physics test.

Sometimes i wonder, what the hell am i doing?

Or should I say, why am i not doing anything?!?!

So going to regret this.

This is the first and last time i am going to lead a discussion for this module's group assignment.

I feel so darn angry every time I have to remind these 2 guys " Please contribute".

Through email. Through Phone. Through sms. In person.

tadahhh!! Not a single word from them.

Sometimes, people dont realise that they are not the only one who are busy.

Frankly, when it comes to completing a task, I am not a people orientated person. I am more goal orientated.

The only reason I am holding back is because they are my friends.

I am so darn pissed now and the only way to vent my steam is through blogger.com.

Screw myself for treasuring friendships.

If such people are my subordinates in the working world, good luck to them.